Bananas Blog!

so far so good! No one thinks I’m crazy, oh wait, they knew that already . So yeah, I already have people listening to me in my sleep, definitely talked last night, oh well. But really today has been good, I feel very lucky and blessed right now. I am enjoyin Matthew’s family a ton, they are very welcoming and fun. I’m really getting along with his cousin who knows sign language. hehehe, evil anna. OH well, I think I’m gonna hit it, I’m beat. Oh and yeah I have won 2 games of rummikub(e) so far. I came in 2nd place in Scrabble so not so bad since I’ve never played before. I’m pleased! Okay, night night!

Well this week offically sucked….
first: my paper sucked b/c i didn’t write it in enought time to get it proof read (my own fault)
second: I worked a bunch this week which always sucks
third: I bombed my test and my paper was shitty b/c UD’s network sucks
fourth: I didn’t make it into Option to… Not a huge deal but yeah still sad
and the final cap to the weekend that just killed most of my happiness:
I didn’t get supervisor I’m okay with it, and I understand why I didn’t get it (b/c i can’t work for 2 years, only 1) and it makes sense but it hurts….I had my hopes up.

So i’m gonna force myself to think of more happy things then sad things:
1: Family and friends
2: Matthew…he’s a big help
3: Books & co. books always make me feel better
4: I’m alive
5: My boss, even tho I didn’t get the position I still am very grateful she is my boss
6: My roomies, esp the ones that want to rape me.
7: Thanksgiving break
8: PUZZLES (cept for the ones that keep you up till 3 am)
9: Vickie’s night out
10: The color green.

Okay I made it double…that’s all the energy I have left in me…gotta go to work tonight….Leave me some love please? I need some cheering up.

So i’ve been yelled at for not updating…..oops
This has been a CRAZY week….it hasn’t been terrible but it’s definately not been the best. umm issues within the ‘ily, sleep deprivation due to work and school…money deprivation due to myself and post office’s, You know it’s bad when you can’t even remember what happened last weekend, and it was only 2 days ago, so yeah it took me 5 mins before i remember what I did this weekend…..workshop, matrix, worshop, work, smelly jellies, illuionists, work, chilin and church. right now i feel like i’m gonna crash i’m so exhausted. Tonight I have: 7 concert by sami adn the rest of horn choir, 8: chillin with kristin and sami and fun peeps like that, 9: auditions for Option to…, after that yeha stupid me agreed to go exercise with kristin so we know when i get home I’m not gonna be able to sleep…but it’s all good b/c a week from tomorrow I will only have class at 10 till 11 and then a break all day until 8 that night for work ….so i have something to look forward to.

Okay i’m out

Today, reflect upon a past kindness ad the strength it afforded both the giver and the receiver.